Rwendo Rwangu So far
Mhoro zita rangu ndinonzi Anne uye ndine makore makumi mashanu nenomwe ekuberekwa uye ndine Follicular Non Hodgkin Lymphoma, Giredhi 57, nhanho dzekutanga.
Rwendo rwangu kusvika pari zvino - Chivabvu 2007 ndakaona bundu muchidya changu - raiita serakaoneka nehusiku humwe, sezvo rakanga risingarwadzisi pamwe ndingadai ndisina kutsvaga rubatsiro kubva kuna chiremba kunze kwekunge ndaita nguva yekuongororwa gore negore. Yainzi ingangoita hernia saka takamirira mavhiki mashoma kuti tione kana yakanyangarika, yakanyatsokura zvishoma.
Ndakaendeswa kunoedzwa uye rwendo rwangu rwakatanga; Dr wangu paakandiudza nezvemhedzisiro yainzwa surreal - ndakanga ndisati ndambonzwa nezve Lymphoma ndakanga ndisingazivi kuti chaive chii kana kuti chaizochinja hupenyu hwangu zvachose.
Ndakaendeswa kuNepean Cancer Clinic uye ndinoyeuka ndakagara ndakamirira kusangana nachiremba wangu uye ndichifunga kuti ndaizoudzwa kuti paita mhosho - apa ndaiudzwa kuti ndaiva negomarara, asi ndakanga ndisinganyanyi kurwadziwa nemusoro!
Ndakasangana naMazvikokota wangu Dr uye akasimbisa kuti ndaiva neLymphoma kunyange mimwe miedzo yaidiwa kuti ndione kuti ndine dambudziko ripi, pamwe negiredhi nesiteji. Ndakanga ndine bvunzo dzakakodzera uye mhinduro dzekutanga kumashure dzakaratidza kuverenga kwe "grey" uye ndaida imwe bvunzo yemwongo yekusimbisa nhanho. Ndakaona izvi zvichindishungurudza; Ini ndaida kutanga nekurapa kurapa "chinhu ichi" - ndisingazive panguva iyoyo kuti parizvino hapana mushonga werudzi rwangu rweLymphoma.
Dr wangu akakurudzira kutenderera kwechemotherapy naMabthera uye kupedzisa nedhishi remwaranzi. Ndakaita rombo rakanaka sezvo ndaingoda madosi akareruka uye muviri wangu wakashivirira marapiro acho zvakanaka uye ndakaramba ndichishanda kwese.
Iyo kambani yandinoshandira inotsigira zvinoshamisa ivo vakandibvumira kudzikamisa maawa angu kuti aenderane nekurapa kwangu, kugadzwa uye kuneta kwandakasangana nako kubva mairi. Ndinotenda kuti nekuramba ndichishanda kwakandibatsira kuburikidza nenguva iyi sezvazvaive pamusoro pechinhu chimwe chete che "Chakajairika" chiri kuitika panguva ino.
Ndichiri kugamuchira Mabthera every 3 months. Ini ndakanaka, mukuregererwa, ndichiri kushanda, ndichiridza ngoma (zvinosuruvarisa kuti izvi hazvina kuvandudza unyanzvi hwangu hwekuridza ngoma) uye kutamba. Pandakatanga kuongororwa ndakada kushandisa zvakanyanya sezvandaigona nezvazvo uye ndakaona zvichishungurudza zvikuru kuti vanhu vega vandakawana kuti vaive neLymphoma vese vaive vafa nayo. Muna 2008 ndakawana Lymphoma Australia (Lymphoma Support and Research Association) uye ndiri parwendo kuenda kuQld vanhu vakanaka ava vakasiya zuva rekusangana neni uye handikwanise kukuudza mabatiro avakaita parwendo rwangu; apa vaive vanhu vakanaka ava vachirarama hupenyu hwakazara uye neLymphoma, vakandipa tariro.
Chandakaona chichishungurudza pakuonekwa kuti ndine cancer ndechekuti ndakarasikirwa nekuzivikanwa kwangu - ndakanga ndisisiri "Anne" asi murwere wegomarara, zvakatora mwedzi gumi nemana kuti ndigadzirise izvi uye ikozvino ndiri Anne zvakare kunyangwe ndine chimwe chikamu. "Lymphoma - Cancer" haichatauri kuti ndiri ani, yachinja hupenyu hwangu asi haichadzore hupenyu hwangu.
Zvakaitawo kuti ndiongorore zvese zvehupenyu hwangu zvakanyanya uye zvakachinja maonero angu pane zvakakosha nezvisina. Zvakaita kuti ndigone kurarama zviri nyore uye kwete kunetseka nezve "zvidiki" zvinhu. Ndava nhengo yeLymphoma Australia kuti ndipe chimwe chinhu zvakare; Ndinoona kuti zvichava zvakakodzera kana ndikakwanisa kuita mutsauko wakanaka parwendo rwomunhu mumwe chete.
Chiitiko chacho chakandidzidzisa kuonga kuti ndave ndiri uye ndinoramba ndakapoteredzwa nevanhu vakanaka zvikuru avo pane dzimwe nguva munguva yakapfuura ndaimbovatora senhando. Kufanana nesu tose ramangwana rangu harina kujeka, zvisinei, ini handitore chinhu sechinhu chidiki uye ndinokoshesa nguva yega yega uye kuita kuti zuva rega rega rikoshe.
Anne
